Thank you for joining me here, tonight.
I brought you all here to discuss,
As I must,
How grateful I am for your insights.


I'm in a weird mood. Blech. Can't describe it. I feel really... distant. I don't like it. I want to say I wish I had someone to talk to, like a best friend...

but I don't think I remember how to open up to people anymore.


Strange, eh? Ah, you don't care. Why should I even kid myself? Hah.


I might be posting more art. To occupy my time in an attempt to feel like I have a life and purpose to sit around on the computer, I opened a little art shop on gaiaonline.com and I've been doodling for people there. Nothing much, but if I like the pieces, I'll post them.


Somewhere around six weeks until I get my license and my car comes home with me. Can't fucking wait. I'm going to try and get a job at the bowling alley then so I can drown myself in happy families and not have to be around the house all the time feeling like a bum.

I always ramble off on my life. Maybe I need someone to talk to so I don't do that here? Damn my inability to keep friends. I can count my friends on one hand and the ones I actually see are all guys!

Alright, I'm done humoring myself. Now I just want to go back to the state I came from and curl up with my bf.

Expect more art.




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